When the time came for Jacob to return to the land of his father, he approached the country of his birth with trepidation, anticipating the welcome he would receive from his twin brother, Esau, who was on his way to meet Jacob with 400 armed men. To help soften his brother’s heart, Jacob sent him expensive gifts. He did everything he could, but he knew that it was not enough.
Jacob had learned something, friend, that you and I need to learn. He was shrewd and knew how to make business deals, but he was in a situation now where those skills were useless. There was no business deal that he could make that would get him out of this. He knew that unless the Lord intervened, it would be all over.
Plea for Help
So, Jacob went to the Lord in prayer: “O God of my father Abraham and God of my father Isaac, Jehovah. You said to me, ‘Return to your land and to your kindred, and I will deal well with you: I am not worthy for any of your mercies which you have done with your servant.’ ” Genesis 32:9, 10
Jacob had divided his family into two camps, thinking that if the people in one camp were killed, those in the other camp would be able to flee from danger. Then he had crossed over the Jordan.
His plea to God continues: “Deliver me, please, from the hand of my brother, from the hand of Esau; because I am terrified lest he should come and strike me and the mother with the children. And now, You said, ‘Indeed, I will deal well with you, and I will make your descendants, your seed, as the sand of the sea, which cannot be numbered for multitude.’ ” Verses 11, 12
Only these few verses of Scripture are recorded, so we do not know the entire contents of his prayer. He was, no doubt, praying there for hours, pleading with the Lord. From these verses, you can understand the gist of his prayer. “Lord, You promised. You are the One who told me to come back here, and You said that You would deal well with me. You said that my descendants would be like the sand of the sea, which could not be numbered for multitude. Now we are all about to get killed.”
“He arose in that night and took his two wives, his two concubines, and his eleven sons and passed over the Brook Jabbok.” Verse 22
Jacob continued to pray into the night hours. He was alone, totally unprotected, having sent his family and everything that made life dear to him a distance away. In describing the region where he was praying, Ellen White wrote: “It was in a lonely, mountainous region, the haunt of wild beasts and the lurking place of robbers and murderers. Solitary and unprotected, Jacob bowed in deep distress upon the earth. It was midnight.” Patriarchs and Prophets, 196
Midnight came, and his mind was still filled with doubts and questionings: “Maybe the Lord cannot fulfill His promises to me, because I am such a bad sinner. I am a crook and a liar. Maybe, even though He promised this to me, it will not happen, because I am so sinful, and now all my children, my wives, and everything will be killed, because of what I have done.”
If you are a father, you can understand Jacob’s anguish. For most fathers, it would be easier to die themselves than to watch their children be killed. This is why, during the Dark Ages, to torture the Waldenses, the agents of Rome would kill their sons before them, cut off their heads, and tie them to the necks of their fathers, then march the fathers to their own deaths.
Bless Me
Suddenly, as Jacob was praying, “There wrestled with him a man until the breaking of day. And He saw that He did not prevail against him, and He touched the hollow of his thigh; and the hollow of Jacob’s thigh went out of joint as He was wrestling with him. And He said, ‘Send Me away, because the dawn is coming.’ And he [Jacob] said, ‘I cannot send You away unless You bless me!’ ” Verses 24–26
You see, when his thigh was touched, Jacob realized instantly that he was dealing with a supernatural being, with Someone from heaven. He was not dealing with another man; an average man would not be able to touch your hip and throw it out of joint. Yes, Jacob knew who he was struggling with.
“So He said to him, ‘What is your name?’ He said, ‘Jacob.’
“And He said, ‘Your name shall no longer be called Jacob, but Israel; for you have struggled with God and with men, and have prevailed.’
“Then Jacob asked, saying, ‘Tell me Your name, I pray.’ And He said, ‘Why is it that you ask about My name?’ And He blessed him there.” Verses 27–29
The Meaning
What is the meaning of this story? During this night, Jacob struggled with the Lord Jesus. Jacob called the name of this place Peniel, which means “The Face of God,” because he said, “I have seen God face to face, and I am still alive.” Verse 30
What lesson can we learn from this? Have you ever met someone who has wrestled hard to overcome sin in his or her life, and he or she says, “I can never do it; I guess I will just have to be lost”? Jacob wrestled as hard as he could to overcome. At first, he thought he was fighting Esau, one of Esau’s men, or a robber or a murderer who was going to kill him. He was determined to overcome, but he found that he could not. If you have a besetting sin in your life, you cannot overcome it any more than Jacob could overcome, unless you are blessed.
Confess and Forsake
Over and over again that night, it came to Jacob’s mind that he had stolen from his brother, and he had lied to and deceived his father. He recognized that he was going through all of this because of his sins. But in the midst of it all, even though he thought he would be killed, he continued to fight.
While those sins kept coming to his mind, he also thought to himself, “But I have repented. I have told the Lord over and over again for 20 years that I am sorry, and I want to be forgiven. I am not that man anymore. The Lord has promised me.”
The promise is very clear in the Bible. “He who hides his rebellions, his transgressions, will not prosper. But the one who confesses and forsakes them will obtain mercy.” Proverbs 28:13. Jacob’s transgressions were rebellions. They were deliberate transgressions against the Law of God; they were not sins of ignorance.
Although the book of Proverbs had not yet been written in Jacob’s time, he knew the principle. He knew that if a person confessed and repented of his sins, God had promised mercy. And he kept saying, as he was fighting, “Lord, I have repented. I have confessed. I have tried to do everything I know to make it right. I am not living like that anymore.”
This experience was also recorded by Hosea: “He wept and pleaded.” Hosea 12:4. For what was he pleading? He wanted the assurance that his sins were pardoned and that they would not be held against his account. He continued to weep and plead until, it says, “He had power over the Angel and prevailed.”
This is quite a statement, that a human being would have power over an angel! This was the Angel of the covenant. Jacob was fighting with Jesus Christ Himself!
No Excuse for Sin
This is the story of a sinful human being who, in humility, self-surrender, and repentance, prevailed with the Majesty of heaven. He did not use either divine promises or the character defects of his brother to excuse his own sin. Remember this. A confession is not an excuse; there is no excuse for sin.
“Satan is jubilant when he hears the professed followers of Christ making excuses for their deformity of character. It is these excuses that lead to sin. There is no excuse for sinning. A holy temper, a Christlike life, is accessible to every repenting, believing child of God.” The Desire of Ages, 311
There is no excuse for sin and Jacob did not make excuses for his sin. He did not say, “Lord, I sinned because so and so did this wrong.” Many believe this constitutes a confession, but it is an excuse and unacceptable to God. Jacob came to the knowing he needed to be cleansed.
Time to Come
This story about Jacob and the Angel—called “Jacob’s Time of Trouble”—when a helpless, unworthy person claimed God’s promise of mercy to repentant sinners, is used in the Bible as a symbol of future events.
“Because thus Jehovah said, ‘A voice of trembling we have heard of dread, and not of peace. Ask now, and see, if a male bears a child. Wherefore do I see every male with his hands upon his loins as a woman giving birth to a child, and they have turned all faces into paleness? Alas! Because that day is great, so there is none like it; it is even the time of Jacob’s trouble, but he shall be saved out of it.’ ” Jeremiah 30:5–7
If you look at the whole context of this prophecy, you will understand that this is a prophecy about the end of time. We are approaching the time when the plan of salvation is going to be completed.
Hebrews teaches that Christ is our High Priest. He is an all-powerful mediator. Even if you are the worst and weakest of sinners, you have an all-powerful Mediator who, if you call upon Him, can help you. He specializes in helping people who are considered helpless, and this is what the strongest of Christians have to learn, too. This is what Jacob had to learn.
Time of Jacob’s Trouble
Christ’s work as mediator in man’s behalf is almost done. Jesus will soon stand and say, “He who is unjust, shall be unjust still; and he who is filthy, let him be filthy still; and the righteous one, let him do righteousness still; and the holy one, let him be holy still. And behold, I am coming quickly, and My reward is with Me, to render to every one according as his work shall be.” Revelation 22:11, 12
Soon after this pronouncement is made, the time of Jacob’s trouble will begin, because the plan of salvation will be over. It is the end of probation. Soon after this pronouncement is made, if you are still hanging onto some sin, filthy and unjust, you will stay that way forever. If you are righteous and holy, you are going to stay righteous and holy forever.
Bible prophecy tells us, in Revelation 13:15, that a time is coming when all those living on the earth will have to choose either the mark of the beast or the seal of God. Those who choose to worship and obey God will find that a death decree has been enacted against them. Just like Jacob, in danger of losing his life and the lives of his family at the hands of Esau, those who love God must rely on Him to save their lives. Was Jacob in danger of losing his life? Yes, he was. Every member of his family was in danger of losing his or her life.
Jacob knew that if the Lord had not worked a miracle on Esau’s heart, he and his family would have lost their lives. He knew that the only way he would be saved was by the mercy of God; and this is the only way you and I will also be saved.
Repent and Confess
Almost driven to despair, Jacob began to plead for deliverance. Imagine having to wrestle with someone from midnight until almost dawn! But Jacob did not give up. God’s people will face this same experience during the last days in their final struggle with the powers of evil (Jeremiah 30:5–7). It will seem to each person that his or her case is hopeless. God’s people will have a deep sense of their shortcomings. This is the feeling the devil tries to impress upon people until they are tempted to lose all hope. The devil wants us to believe that our hold on God is broken. But God’s people will, like Jacob, hold fast to the hand of God, pleading His promised mercy, confessing and repenting from their sins.
My dear friend, right now is the time when we must remove sin from our records. With all our heart, filled with humility, we must see the Lord and tell Him that we want to be through with sin. Repentance means that a person is sorry for his or her sins—sorry enough to stop repeating them. Confess the sin. If it is a private sin, confess it to the Lord. If you have injured someone, go to him or her and make it right. Jacob had to make things right with Esau.
Just think of coming to the end of the world and realizing the devil can point at you and say, “This sin you have concealed; you have never repented of it; you have never confessed it!” If this is true, what will happen? You will lose salvation. Now is the time to make sure there is nothing on your record for which you have not repented and confessed.
Remember, the other person’s sin does not excuse your sin. You can never say to the Lord, “I sinned because he sinned.” He does not accept this, or any, excuse. No matter what another person may do, you are not responsible for it, but you are responsible for what you say and do.
Assurance of Salvation
Are you going to be as persevering in your Christian walk as Jacob was in his struggle with Jesus? If you are willing to continue the fight, then you are absolutely guaranteed that you will be saved, just like Jacob.
Mrs. White penned a very encouraging statement about Jacob’s experience. “Jacob’s history is an assurance that God will not cast off those who have been betrayed into sin, but who have returned unto Him with true repentance. It was by self-surrender and confiding faith that Jacob gained what he had failed to gain by conflict in his own strength. God thus taught His servant that divine power and grace alone could give him the blessing he craved.” Patriarchs and Prophets, 202, 203. Jacob learned that he could not do it on his own and we must learn this, too.
“Thus it will be with those who live in the last days. As dangers surround them, and despair seizes upon the soul, they must depend solely [only] upon the merits of the atonement. We can do nothing of ourselves. In all our helpless unworthiness we must trust in the merits of the crucified and risen Saviour.” Ibid., 203. Acknowledging that we are unworthy, we place our trust in His merits. If we do this, we are given the promise: “None will ever perish while they do this.” Ibid.
What good news! If you realize that you are helpless and you put your complete trust and confidence in Him, you cannot perish, because you serve an all-powerful Mediator.
“The long, black catalogue of our delinquencies is before the eye of the Infinite. The register is complete; none of our offenses are forgotten. But He who listened to the cries of His servants of old, will hear the prayer of faith and pardon our transgressions. He has promised, and He will fulfill His word.” Ibid.
Greatest Need
Many people believe that we need more talent, education, money, or manpower to finish God’s work and have the victory over evil. But these things are not the instruments by which the great controversy will be won.
“The greatest victories to the church of Christ or to the individual Christian are not those that are gained by talent or education, by wealth or the favor of men. They are those victories that are gained in the audience chamber with God, when earnest, agonizing faith lays hold upon the mighty arm of power.” Ibid.
Do not say, “We need more money; we need more education; we need more talent; we need more manpower.” It would be nice to have all of those things, but what we need more than anything else is to go to the audience chamber and pray, “Lord, I am not going to quit asking until a change happens in my life.”
When God sees that you are serious, a change will happen in your life. If we lay hold of His promises, He will say to us, “I will give them one heart, and I will put a new spirit within them, and take the stony heart out of their flesh, and give them a heart of flesh, that they may walk in My statutes and keep My judgments and do them; and they shall be My people, and I will be their God.” Ezekiel 11:19, 20. Claim this promise and say, “Lord, I must have a change in my heart or I am lost, and I am not going to give up. I am going to keep asking. I am going to cooperate with the Holy Spirit, and I am going to plead with you for this until I have it.”
John Knox went to the Lord and prayed, “Lord, if You don’t give me Scotland, I am just going to die.” He kept praying, and Scotland became a Protestant country as the result of one man’s prayers. Just think what could happen if people went to the Lord and said, “Lord, I am like Jacob. I am helpless. I am vile, and I am wretched. I know I must have a change in my heart or I will be lost, so I am not going to quit asking. I am coming to You, because I have a great need. I want to be ready for heaven, and I want You to change my heart and my life.” God would gladly hear and answer such a prayer! He heard Jacob’s cry for help, and He is no respecter of persons. (Acts 10:34).
[Bible texts quoted are literal translation.]
Pastor John J. Grosboll is the Director of Steps to Life and pastors the Prairie Meadows Church in Wichita, Kansas. He may be reached by email at historic@stepstolife.org or by telephone at 316-788-5559.