“I have been crucified with Christ; it is no longer I who live, but Christ lives in me; and the life which I now live in the flesh I live by faith in the Son of God, who loved me and gave Himself for me.”
Galatians 2:20
Saul of Tarsus was a Jew, a Pharisee, and a zealous persecutor of the Christian church. “Then Saul, still breathing threats and murder against the disciples of the Lord, went to the high priest and asked letters from him to the synagogues of Damascus, so that if he found any who were of the Way, whether men or women, he might bring them bound to Jerusalem.” Acts 9:1, 2. When a Christian met someone walking on the road, he would ask, “Are you of the way?” This was how Christians identified each other. If the answer was in the affirmative, then each of them knew they had found a Christian brother.
On his journey to Damascus, Saul carried with him letters granting him the authority to round up Christian Jews, arrest them, and bring them back to Jerusalem where they would be tried in the Jewish court. But something miraculous and unimaginable happened to Saul on that journey.
“As he journeyed, he came near Damascus, and suddenly a light shone around him from heaven. Then he fell to the ground, and heard a voice saying to him, ‘Saul, Saul, why are you persecuting Me?’ ” Verses 3, 4
Friend, did God know Saul? Yes, He did. In fact, God knows your name, where you live, what you do, and where you are headed. He can, at any time He chooses, address any member of the human family by their first and last name.
Saul is stricken by this bright light. He hears this voice and falls on the ground shaking and says, “ ‘Lord, what do you want me to do?’ Then the Lord said to him, ‘Arise and go into the city, and you will be told what you must do.’ ” Verse 6. That is a very brief description of what happened that day on the Damascus Road. If you read the full account in Acts 26, you will see that Jesus gave Saul detailed instructions that he should bear witness to what he had seen, experienced, and all that Jesus would, in time, show him. This is when Saul was crucified with Christ and became Paul. You see, you cannot truly witness for Christ until you have been crucified with Him.
According to the Bible, a human being has three parts.
“Now may the God of peace Himself sanctify you completely; and may your whole spirit, soul, and body be preserved blameless at the coming of our Lord Jesus Christ.” 1 Thessalonians 5:23
Notice, a human being has a spirit, a soul, and a body. So when Paul said, “I am crucified with Christ,” was he saying that he was crucified on a tree as Christ was? No.
The Bible refers to the soul as being the mind or a person’s intellectual capability, his or her ability to analyze, to reason, to remember, and to think. Was Paul’s mind, his mental nature, crucified? No. In fact, we find that his mind was stimulated by the experience. Inspiration tells us that, though he was blind, he reviewed all the prophecies about the Messiah in his mind.
So, if Paul was crucified with Christ and it was not in his body or soul, it must then be that Paul was crucified with Christ in his spirit. Man’s spirit has to do with his feelings and emotions. The Bible often calls man’s spirit his heart.
“Out of the heart proceed the issues of life.” Proverbs 4:23
“A good man out of the good treasure of his heart brings forth good; and an evil man out of the treasure of his heart brings forth evil. For out of the abundance of the heart his mouth speaks.” Luke 6:45
“But those things which proceed out of the mouth come from the heart, and they defile a man. For out of the heart proceed evil thoughts, murders, adulteries, fornications, thefts, false witness, blasphemies.” Matthew 15:18, 19
Saul’s heart was filled with hatred and murder toward the Christians. But when the light from heaven encompassed Saul on the Damascus Road, it was like a sword piercing through his spirit. His spirit was shattered, completely broken; it was crucified.
Man’s natural heart is hard like a stone and his natural nature is selfish, and, therefore, sinful. It wants to do things its own way, to think and feel the way it wants. But God wants to do something miraculous in our lives. “I will give you a new heart and put a new spirit within you; I will take the heart of stone out of your flesh and give you a heart of flesh.” Ezekiel 36:26
All the while Saul was hating, hunting down, and putting Christians in jail, Jesus was preparing a new heart for him. He planned to remove his stony heart and replace it with one that would have a new spirit, a heart crucified and restored, so that it would seek to do the will of God.
When my old man—my natural self—is crucified with Christ, the Lord will remove my heart of stone and give me a new heart of flesh and put a new spirit in me. But here is the problem. The devil comes and tempts you and me, and sometimes, our crucified old nature is allowed to take charge of our lives again. Then we are back to the person we were before—bitter speech, selfish words, self-exaltation, jealousy, anxiety, strife, dissension in the church, and so much more. Whenever there is dissension or division in the church or in a group of Christian people or a Christian family, someone has let the old man come down from the cross; they are not crucified anymore.
But here Paul says, “I am … .” He didn’t say he was, or that he would be. He says, “I am crucified with Christ: nevertheless I live; yet not I, but Christ liveth in me.” (KJV). I must ask myself that if I were to say, right now, that I am crucified with Christ, would my recording angel be able to write down that I have told the truth or that I told a lie?
Today, even among God’s people, too often, the old man comes down off the cross and we start acting like we are unconverted. This is what happened to the Corinthian church. “Brethren, I could not speak to you as to spiritual people but as to carnal.” 1 Corinthians 3:1. “You are still carnal. For where there are envy, strife, and divisions among you, are you not carnal and behaving like mere men?” Verse 3
Paul says more, “the life which I now live in the flesh I live by the faith of the Son of God, who loved me, and gave Himself for me.” (Galatians 2:20, last part, KJV). Love has to do with the spiritual nature of man. Jesus loved me. He loves me now, and everything that He did on this earth, the life He lived and the sacrifice He made were all done because of His love for me.
The Bible says that Christ was fully human, with a physical nature, a mental nature, and a spiritual nature. Kneeling in the garden of Gethsemane, He looked down the stream of time and saw the entirety of mankind. That day in the garden, He knew each of us by name. But He didn’t just know us, He loved us. Friends, we do not have the spiritual capability to understand what Jesus did on Calvary, nor the depth of His love.
“Only by love is love awakened. To know God is to love Him; His character must be manifested in contrast to the character of Satan. This work only one Being in all the universe could do. Only He who knew the height and depth of the love of God could make it known. Upon the world’s dark night the Sun of Righteousness must rise, ‘with healing in His wings.’ Malachi 4:2
“The plan for our redemption was not an afterthought, a plan formulated after the fall of Adam. It was a revelation of ‘the mystery which hath been kept in silence through times eternal.’ Romans 16:25, R. V. It was an unfolding of the principles that from eternal ages have been the foundation of God’s throne. … God did not ordain that sin should exist, but He foresaw its existence, and made provision to meet the terrible emergency. So great was His love for the world, that He covenanted to give His only-begotten Son, ‘that whosoever believeth in Him should not perish, but have everlasting life.’ John 3:16.” The Desire of Ages, 22
While Jesus hung on the cross, some of those standing by as witnesses to His crucifixion said, “You who destroy the temple and build it in three days, save Yourself! If You are the Son of God, come down from the cross. … And we will believe You.” Matthew 27:40, 42, last part. Jesus could have done that. He could have decided that His 33 years of life in this world was enough—and too much. He could have chosen to go back to heaven. His life, and, particularly, His death was a voluntary act. The decision to execute the plan of salvation was made before the beginning of the world. He did not have to go to the cross, but if He had not, I would be lost, and so would you.
So, to be crucified with Christ, I must make a voluntary choice to have this miraculous work done in my life, just as Jesus voluntarily chose to come to this earth as a man, to live and die, so that mankind could be saved. God did not force Jesus, and He will never force you or me.
You cannot force anyone to love you, and God knew that only by the greatest, most powerful display of love that had ever been seen in the history of the universe, would mankind be awakened from its stupor of selfishness and sin. In the incarnation of Jesus Christ and His sacrifice on the cross, God’s incomprehensible love was displayed to the entire universe.
Peter wrote, “In this you greatly rejoice, though now for a little while, if need be, you have been grieved by various trials, that the genuineness of your faith, being much more precious than gold that perishes, though it is tested by fire, may be found to praise, honor, and glory at the revelation of Jesus Christ, whom having not seen you love. Though now you do not see Him, yet believing, you rejoice with joy inexpressible and full of glory.” 1 Peter 1:6–8
In one generation, the story of the incarnation, the crucifixion, especially the resurrection and the ascension of Jesus Christ to heaven, and His promise that He would return again went to the entire inhabited world. And people listened.
John, the beloved, said, “We love Him because He first loved us.” 1 John 4:19. As I look at the life of Jesus, I find that the defilement of sin that is in me is not in Him. Sin does not come at me just from the outside, but is a part of me on the inside; you might say, it’s in my DNA. And you then might say, as Paul did, “Lord, what do you want me to do?”
Jesus says that if I am weary and burdened and will come to Him, He will yoke Himself together with me and I will have rest in my soul. This rest doesn’t mean that you won’t have trials or troubles. Sin is still in the world, and we will have to face it every day. But, if I say that I love Jesus, if I allow Him to be a moment-by-moment part of my life, then I will surrender my life to Him and work to remove from it the things that I know are wrong. Then He will walk beside me providing peace and grace even through the most difficult times. Many people today claim that they love God, but God has to correct them, because they continue to hold on to the sinful things of this world that keep them separated from Him. No, He says, they do not love Me because they are not willing to give up all for Me.
Friend, is there any sinful thing in your life that needs to be let go of, removed?
“Christ hates sin. From Him evil met with stern rebuke. But while He hates sin, He loves the sinner. Laying aside His riches and glory, He came to this earth to seek for us, sinful, erring, unhappy, that He might lead us to heaven. He humbled Himself, and took upon Him our nature, that He might make us like Himself, pure and upright, free from defilement. He suffered more than any of you will ever be called to suffer. He gave His all for you. What have you given for Him?” The Signs of the Times, July 9, 1902
Jesus cannot save me unless I am willing to allow Him to take my sin away. My carnal, selfish nature must be crucified. “There is nothing so hard as the crucifixion of the will.” Our High Calling, 107. So, I must ask myself whether I have come to the place in my Christian walk where I can say to the Lord, not my will, but Your will. If I want to be saved, I must be crucified with Christ.
“When the heart yields to the influence of the Spirit of God, the conscience will be quickened, and the sinner will discern something of the depth and sacredness of God’s holy law, the foundation of His government in heaven and on earth. … [The sinner] sees the love of God, the beauty of holiness, the joy of purity; he longs to be cleansed and to be restored to communion with heaven.” Steps to Christ, 24
Being crucified with Christ means the crucifying of our sinful spirit. No one can go to heaven if they have not been crucified with Christ. Crucifying the will means to follow God wherever He leads, to accept His will rather than our own to control our lives.
It is God’s purpose that the life of Christ is to be reproduced in every one of His people, but this does not mean the body or the ability to reason. God wants my heart—the part of me that has made me a sinner. But by His power and grace, my heart can be transformed.
“Not by the decisions of courts or councils or legislative assemblies, not by the patronage of worldly great men, is the kingdom of Christ established, but by the implanting of Christ’s nature in humanity through the work of the Holy Spirit.” The Desire of Ages, 509
“I will give you a new heart and put a new spirit within you; I will take the heart of stone out of your flesh and give you a heart of flesh. I will put My Spirit within you and cause you to walk in My statues, and you will keep My judgments and do them.” Ezekiel 36:26, 27
Implanting Christ’s nature into humanity by the work of the Holy Spirit, giving them His spiritual nature is the only way the kingdom of Christ can be advanced. “But as many as received Him, to them He gave the right to become children of God, to those who believe in His name; who were born, not of blood, nor of the will of the flesh, nor of the will of man, but of God.” John 1:12, 13. It is this power alone that uplifts mankind. And we, as the human agents for the accomplishment of this work, are to teach and practice the word of God.
“When the apostle Paul began his ministry in Corinth, that populous, wealthy, and wicked city, polluted by the nameless vices of heathenism, he said, ‘I determined not to know anything among you, save Jesus Christ, and Him crucified.’ 1 Corinthians 2:2. Writing afterward to some of those who had been corrupted by the foulest sins, he could say, ‘But ye are washed, but ye are sanctified, but ye are justified in the name of the Lord Jesus, and by the Spirit of our God.’ ‘I thank my God always on your behalf, for the grace of God which is given you by Jesus Christ.’ 1 Corinthians 6:11; 1:4
“Now, as in Christ’s day, the work of God’s kingdom lies not with those who are clamoring for recognition and support by earthly rulers and human laws, but with those who are declaring to the people in His name those spiritual truths that will work in the receivers the experience of Paul: ‘I am crucified with Christ: nevertheless I live; yet not I, but Christ liveth in me.’ Galatians 2:20. Then they will labor as did Paul for the benefit of men.” The Desire of Ages, 510
Friend, if you are hoping someday to wear the crown of glory and have the gift of eternal life, there must be an unreserved, total surrender of your will to God’s will. He does not accept a half surrender. He wants all of your heart. And when self is crucified, then the Holy Spirit can work a miracle of transformation in your life.
God’s purpose for the incarnation, life, death, and resurrection of Christ was so all who would behold by sight or by faith the marvelous display of His law and love, would yield their will to His will and be given a new heart and a new spirit.
“Christ, the precious Saviour, is to be the Christian’s all in all. Every holy thought, every pure desire, every Godlike purpose, is from Him who is the light, the truth, and the way. Christ is to live in His representatives by the Spirit of truth. …
“Under the mighty impulse of His love He [Jesus] took our place in the universe and invited the Ruler of all things to treat Him as a representative of the human family. He identified Himself with our interests, bared His breast for the stroke of death, took man’s guilt and its penalty, and offered in man’s behalf a complete sacrifice to God. By virtue of this atonement He has power to offer to man perfect righteousness and full salvation. Whosoever shall believe on Him as a personal Saviour shall not perish but have everlasting life.” In Heavenly Places, 65
Jesus never fails. Our only danger is that we will not be crucified with Him.
“Jesus identifies His interest with His chosen and tried people. He represents Himself as personally affected with all that concerns them. …
“His sympathy with His people is without a parallel. He will not simply remain a spectator, indifferent to what His people may suffer, but identifies Himself with their interests and sorrows. If His people are wronged, maligned, treated with contempt, their sufferings are registered in the books of heaven as done unto Him.” Ibid.
Imagine it—a world where all Christians, maybe even all of mankind, could say Christ is living in me. There would be peace, unity, humility, benevolence, selflessness, respect, and love; not the hatred, selfishness, lawlessness of every kind that we see today.
“Everyone that shall see the King in His beauty, must be without spot, or wrinkle, or any such thing. We now have an opportunity to form characters for the future life, and what a rich blessing we shall receive if we obtain the recompense of the reward! There is no comfort in sin. Men are made miserable because they refuse to obey the commandments of God. The whole world lieth in wickedness, but Christ came to remove the woe that comes as a consequence of sin. He came to our world to show us how to live a pure, holy life, and I have purposed in my heart that He shall not have lived and died in vain for me. I want to say with the apostle: ‘I am crucified with Christ; nevertheless I live, yet not I, but Christ liveth in me; and the life I now live in the flesh, I live by the faith of the Son of God, who loved me, and gave Himself for me.’ I want to leave a bright track heavenward for all that may be attracted in the way of life.” The Signs of the Times, August 4, 1890
When your will is crucified, then the Holy Spirit will work a miracle inside. We should be praying for that miracle every day.
“There are many who conclude that they are saved simply because they have good impressions; but this is not enough. The entire affection must be renovated. Every individual must learn by experimental knowledge where lies his true strength. No one can leave his first love without a forfeiture of the Christian character. The Church must come up out of the wilderness, leaning upon the arm of her Beloved. When each member of the church can say, ‘I am crucified with Christ; nevertheless I live; yet not I, but Christ liveth in me; and the life I now live in the flesh, I live by the faith of the Son of God, who loved me, and gave Himself for me,’ then Christ, the hope of glory, will be revealed in His people.” Ibid., August 18, 1890
God will have a people in the last generation who can say “I am crucified with Christ.” This is the biggest and best offer that mankind will ever receive and it is available to everyone in the world. But it is up to each of us to take advantage of it.
Are you willing to sacrifice everything carnal, fleshly, sinful, and sensuous, so that Jesus can live inside? And when the devil tempts you, will you say “I’m staying right here on the cross. I want to be crucified with Christ so that He can live in me.”
Pastor John J. Grosboll is Director of Steps to Life and pastors the Prairie Meadows Church in Wichita, Kansas. He may be contacted by email at historic@stepstolife.org, or by telephone at 316-788-5559.